The events and happenings of the past two months have made me realise something; you can have the whole world vying for your attention, you can have tons of guys waiting to try and charm you, to win your trust; to have you for themselves; you can be among a crowd of even a thousand people who do their best to keep you entertained nonstop. However, you will still only feel nothing but lonely, sad and abandoned if the one person who really matters is no longer in your life. Have him near you and you feel you can conquer the world. Even the biggest hurdle seems trivial if he is by your side. But once circumstances take him away from you and once you are forced to part ways, nothing will ever be the same again. You will finally realise what it feels like to feel alone even among a crowd.